Hopes Were High

Remember that time I started a blog about how much agony I was in because I'm fat? Then I proceeded to commit and re-commit then fail and re-fail on weight loss adventures? 

Then I'd disappear for a while because who really wants to admit that they spent the last several weeks being soothed (tranquilized?) by corn dogs and cupcakes?

I've lived in this vicious cycle for too long. I can lose and gain and lose and gain 10 pounds like it's  nothing.  Sometimes I feel detached from my body and it is agonizing.